You Will Never See Me Ffall

You may see me struggle 
but you won't see me fall. 
Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall. 
Everyone says life is easy 
but truly living it is not.
times get hard, 
people struggle
and constantly get put on the spot. 
I'm going to wear the biggest smile 
even though I want to cry. 
I'm going to fight to live 
even though I'm destined to die. 
and even though it's hard and I may struggle through it all. 
you see me struggle...you will NEVER see me fall.

Sad Chairs

All alone, Just like me...

Can I write like you?

This is a poem from an awesome new friend of mine. She is one of the best writers I know. Here is my favorite piece from her:

I realize I'm actually sad, but not wanting anyone to know that I am. I even hide it from myself, I don't like admitting it.. People think I am always happy... but "I'm Fine" hides so many lies, And I'm tired of lying.  Today I figured out that I need someone, someone to exchange secrets with, someone to eat ice cream with, someone to jam out to our favorite songs with, someone to hike to the top of the mountain to watch the sun rise, someone to drive with till the gas says empty, I need someone... I need that feeling of being happy again. I need to forget about what has happened, and move on. Though my feet may be in concrete I still have hope for getting out. I don't want to be someone who is alone, and sad all the time, I want to be outgoing, and dance in the shadow of the moon, I need someone, I need someone to laugh with, to create jokes with, to sit around and just talk with. You know that kind of person? The one you want to just be with everyday? Yea I want that. So could you please reach out for me? I'm not sure who you are... But I hope that you will grab my hand and let me know that being sad is not the answer, and maybe you can be this person? PLEASE BE MY FRIEND.  

-Indiesunshine

I'll miss you while you're gone

My whole life has been like a maze,
There may have been a dead end where
I turned.
But every time I got too close to that
fire,
You'd help me from getting burned.
I think I took you for granted,
And now God has told you soon you have
to leave.
I told you I would change,
You don't know who to believe.
But my life is like a trampoline,
I reach a high point and then I fall.
It goes really really well,
And then comes the brick wall.
But I will give you something to be
proud of,
When you're watching from above.
All I have right now,
Is lots of care and lots of love.
I may have said, I hate you,
I didn't mean a word.
But you never believed me,
Only what you heard.
You pushed me away when I needed you most,
And that hurt me so bad.
I felt as if you didn't want me around,
It made me so sad.
Not seeing you now,
Is hard enough.
But knowing soon you'll be gone,
man it's really tough.
But I understand why,
God made it happen this way.
You're one of his beautiful angels,
He wants back one day.
He sent you here,
To light up this earth.
And to show your whole family and your friends,
What life is worth.
You showed me that life,
Could be a wonderful thing.
You told me what I should do,
And what it would bring.
I'll miss you while you're gone,
You'll never leave my heart.
And from now until then,
I promise, you're missed when we're
apart.

Is there anything REALLY out there?

Looking out beyond our world

Are we all alone?

How do we find out?

Should we know?

Let me show you me

I ache with this .....
words scream out of my mouth with no meaning
no sounds compare to the things I seem to say....
I am sorry It is never as mean as It seems to be
unfortunately I can not soak up all the positivity that comes my way
....This is not me ... anger does not fill these young veins...
Hatred should not live in my heart..
Never should I have endured this pitiful feeling
...This feeling that holds me back so much....
with wild acts of my virtue I open my arms because no one knows the truth .....

so let me show you me!!!!!

I sing because I love to .... I write because i enjoy it,
I love too easy and I forgive others before I forgive myself...
I hate not knowing what the future brings yet it spikes my curiosity ....
I get shy but never for too long ... I want others to feel my difference
I seek the diversity in life and I embrace all that meets my face..

I am sorry those of you who do not know me ...but
life never ends and there is plenty of time for all too see the reality of it all....
Let me smile for every reason and not just one
Let me speak with out hesitation in my voice
Let me be who I am without judgment of our cruel society.
Let me yell out loud and have all join me because we are all one.....
So put this past behind and look forward to what tomorrow has to offer...

dreams

I sleep in the clouds, dream in the sky,
I'll keep dreaming as life passes me by,
I think my dreams keep me sane,
I dream of happiness, a life without pain,
some people say I'm stuck in this place,
and I'll never go anywhere,
but in my dreams I've already been there,
I know some day I'll have to wake up,
but I feel the real world is more like a nightmare,
I'm safe in my closed eye wonderland,
this poem goes to all the dreamers that understand,
no matter what they say...
keep your dreams but don't dream your life away.