I am me.

Most of you don't know me. Most Of you don't really care to know me and that's okay. But let me tell you a little bit about me. 

I am obsessed with sports an anything to do with them. I am the oldest in my family. I am going to riverside California for my mission and I can't be more excited to leave. I'm girl crazy. I love my family and I wouldn't trade them for anything in this world. I have a lot of friends but no real or true friends. On weekends I usually just sit home and go to bed at 8:00. I'm so scared of summer because of the fact that I'll be home almost every day. I love hunting. I love fishing. I go hiking as much as I can. I LOVE living in Utah. 

This is just some of me.. If you want to know more, just ask. 

We could quit and we could try

That sun is gonna set,
Let's not let it.
Another day is gonna end,
Just don't let it.
Well that moon is gonna look down
On you and me with that old frown
Wishing we'd work things like this out
Right here, right now.

Let's not let something we'll probably laugh about tomorrow
Take us to that place, where so many who give up go
We could quit and we could try
Love can live and love can die if we let it
So let's not let it.

So we get way too mad,
Well, who hasn't?
And it won't be the last,
In time it happens.
We've gotta be tough,
Let's find out what we're made of
It's gonna rain again 
Well, so what?

We could quit and we could try
Love can live and love can die
if we let it.

So how about we don't let it?

Black lines

What about the few that rule the many?

My favorite shade of red

This is something I wrote in my journal from a few days ago. I hope some of you like it.

You hear a new song

It's your favorite 

Pretty soon you'll be changing the station

And all your old shoes are looking brand new

They wanna be worn but they never get the chance too

Heavy into everything ready for the next thing

Catch a ride for a while than you're over it

You change your mind on it as soon as the shine is gone

Like you always do 

You don't know it yet but

I'm not gonna be that easy to leave

I'm gonna make you miss me

I'm gonna make you wish you were borrowing my shirt

You lie about my jacket and tell everyone its yours

When your phone rings after midnight 

And your thinking maybe its me. 

You're cold and hot 

You burn out like a match

Keep a slipknot and the strings you attach

You think its easy 

But that's a lie

The only reason that you're good at goodbye 

Is cuz every guy you've ever met 

Was too easy to forget 

But i'm not going out like that

You'll be writing texts that you're never gonna send

Paint my favorite shade of red on your nails

Cuz you cant fall asleep

And you're wishing you were with me.

I'm gonna make you miss me.

10 steps on how to be lazy

1. Learn that if anything is worth doing, it would have been done already.
2. Never rush into a job or opportunity without a lifetime of consideration.
3. Believe that tomorrow holds the possibility for new technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from your obligations.
4. All deadlines are unreasonable regardless of the amount of time given.
5. Never forget that the possibility of a miracle, though small, is not exactly zero.
6. If at first you don't succeed, there is always next time.
7. Always decide not to decide, unless of course you change your mind.
8. Always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or write the first word, when you get around to it.
9. Know that the work cycle is not plan/start/finish, but is wait/plan/plan.
10. Never put off tomorrow, what you can forget about forever.

Lost in music

Music is part of my everyday life,
it's the one thing that makes me feel alive.
No matter what it could be,
all music influences me.

Music teaches me everything I do,
After hearing the words, you know it suits you.
Without music I don't know what I would do,
when I'm feeling bad it's the only place I can go to.

Music is my life, my desire,
As I listen, it builds me higher.
No matter what kind, rock, country, or rap,
you can't convince me that any of it is crap.

Whatever you're feeling, whether its happy, sad or fear,
just turn it up and listen to what you hear.
To me music could never go wrong,
I could listen to it all day long.

Life...

This life is a wonderful gift..accept it, embrace it. 
It starts with a new day .. wake up and greet it.
Life is a challenge .. take it head on, and meet it. 
Full of opportunity .. use it?, don't waste it.

This Life is a mystery .. unfold it, solve it.
It starts with meaning .. wake up and understand it.
Life is a goal ..take it head on, and achieve it.
Full of promise ..fulfill it?, but keep it.

This life is a tragedy .. face it, except it.
It starts with pain .. wake up and help numb it.
Life is a struggle .. take it head on and fight it.
Full of sorrow .. sorry?, just over come it.

This life is precious .. hold it, treasure it,
It starts with hope .. wake up and feel it.
Life is a choice .. take it head on, and make it.
full of knowledge .. use it, don't abuse it.

This Life is adventurous .. enjoy it, explore it.
It starts with a duty .. wake up and perform it.
Life is love .. take it full on, and love it.
Full of beauty .. praise it?, and behold it.

That life is life .. live it, learn and grow
Life is good .. be good with all that you know.